Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Final Analysis

     I have greatly enjoyed this class before we even started doing this poetry assignment. To be honest, in middle school, my teacher made me hate poetry. We studied it so much and did not even analyze it. But, now that I have studied and analyzed the poem The Bridge by Octavio Paz, my love for poetry has started to come back. The first time I read the poem, the first question I had was, What is this even about. I understood that he was about overcoming an obstacle but there was so much beauty to it that I never saw. At first, I thought that such a small poem wouldn't be too hard and would hide so much. I was wrong. The best things in life come in the smallest packages. This poem brought a lot of light to my eyes to see what the world perceives. The poem was education filled, that I do not someone would get from reading the poem once. "I’ll sleep beneath its arches." (Paz, 12). The poem was indeed confusing, but the ending adds so much to the understanding of the poem. My beginning question was answered and taught me so much more! 
      I learned that his poem represents how people look at the world. A bridge can lead people to places they never thought they would ever be. The author has the optimistic outlook that with every step you take, it can representative of a bridge. The choices you make can play a part of how and where your bridge ends. Also, the choices you make play a major part in how you perceive the world and what the world gives you. "Entering it / you enter yourself: / the world connects / and loses like a ring." (Paz, 4-7). In the whole second stanza, when entering yourself, you'll have to make choices which will change your outlook on like and how people see you. In life, you're going to come across obstacles that look impossible.
      Paz wrote this poem around the time he was Mexican ambassador to India. The poem could be related to an issue that was happening between India and Mexico at the time. During this time, the Green Revolution between Mexico and India was going on. The Green Revolution was based off big spending in modern scientific research for agriculture, which led to higher crop yields in the industrial countries. The Rockefeller Foundation and Ford Foundation helped transfer and adapt these scientific advances to the conditions in developing countries.The first investments were in research on rice and wheat, two of the most important food crops for Mexico and India. The breeding of improved plant varieties, combined with the expanded use of fertilizers and pesticides, and irrigation, led to big yield increases in Asia and Latin America, beginning in the late 1960s. The term "Green Revolution” was used to describe this large growth in agriculture.
      When I first looked at the poem, I found it in a book filled with Octavio Paz's poems. There were hundred to choose from, but this one poem caught my attention. The title drew me in and wanted me to know more! The Bridge is what the poem was called. I was immediately intrigued and read through the poem. I thought the poem was lovely and wanted to know the true meaning behind the words. "Between now and now, / between I am and you are, / the word bridge." (Paz, 1-3). The poem started off with my confusion. I read it over and over again, trying to figure out what it was saying. I finally understood what he was saying I read through the poem a few times. Between now and now is what can happen if he makes that choice, if he does, then he can be in a different place and will be different. Between I am and you are is the difference between what you have done and what I have yet to do. The poem continued to be analyzed for every line, and each line meant another meaning which brought the whole picture together.
      When I first approached the poem, I only thought it was about over coming an obstacle. I was not 100% wrong. I now believe the poem is about overcoming that obstacle by communicating with others. In order to see the world for its true beauty, you'll need to communicate with others. Otherwise, your world would have no meaning. "I’ll sleep beneath its arches." (Paz, 12). When you are finally able to communicate, you'll feel peace. As though a rainbow is laying above you, you'll see the beauty and all the colors. You'll be at peace and home.

Friday, May 16, 2014

Poem Interview

      I walked into my fathers bedroom, the scent of dinner and chocolate cake followed me in. My father huge bedroom, surprisingly empty looking seemed welcoming. I sat on the comfy king size and laid my laptop upon the white comforter and walked for Melanie to walk in the room. When Melanie walked in, the fan blew through her hair sending her black hair flowing behind her. She had a light tan stain on her white t-shirt and came and sat on the other side of the bed. I turned my computer over for her to read the poem for the first time. When she read the title, the first thing she did was tell me that the title tells most over every poem or story, and that this seems to be the same way. She got into a comfortable position, sitting criss-cross, ready to start the interview.
      When asked to read the poem The Bridge by Octavio Paz, Melanie Thomas Rogers responded with what she thought of the poem. “I think it sounds lonely but at the end, peaceful. It sounds like a big long question someone is trying to figure out.” The poem is a representative of how people perceive the world. A bridge often leads somewhere different. The author has the optimistic outlook on life that with every step you take, it can be representation of a bridge. The choices you make can play a part in how you perceive and look at the world and what the world gives you. Melanie’s reaction is close to mine. Overcoming an obstacle could involve a difficult decision. The decision could be an answer to a long question. The representation of how the author perceives the world is also similar to mine because I feel as though the author was talking about communication. In order to be able to perceive the world, you need to be able to communicate to people.
Melanie noticed the poem was very sad, and lonely. Even though, the poem is about learning to communicate, it is sad that he even has to learn. Communication comes naturally to people. When you are born, you understand the communication of your mother. This is the first form of communication. When you begin to learn to speak, you are about to Communicate back. The author feels as though he needs to learn to communicate, which he already knows how to do. He is still alone, but he still has optimism. He is making this whole communication issue, a metaphor about life. When overcoming an obstacle, you have a bright view on what is happening next. It leaves you peacefully looking into the future, leaving a good wonder and no fear.
The inspiring thing about this poem was the end, it’s a happy ending. He overcame that obstacle and sleeps beneath the rainbow, “I’ll sleeps beneath it’s arches.”(Paz, 12). This gives the reader a reminder to keep looking at the bright side of life. Melanie thought the poem was about a man trying to look at all the sides of a difficult decision. Overcoming an obstacle, or a question helps get you to your destination. “The author’s choice of using a rainbow could mean that he originally thought the obstacle was bad and dangerous, but once he found out is was good and kind, he felt safe.” (Melanie). He is connecting himself to the world when he discovers the truth behind the obstacle. When he finds this connection, his whole outlook on the world becomes different. In the end, he is no longer scared of the rainbow, because he sleeps below it. In order to keep the optimistic outlook and to keep going each day, you’ll first need to learn that every step you take, leads you to a different bridge.
The poem if it had to be a color, would either be an orange or a deep blue. Orange represents a sunrise or a sunset, something that welcomes each new day, or something that wraps a day. Sorta of like a beginning and an ending. The sunset starts the day, which makes a new obstacle, and the sunset is the reward to the completion of obstacle. Another color that would work is a deep blue. Blue is a very vibrant color, and the darkness adds a lot of mystery. Deep blue can either good good or bad. Like the ocean, it can either be pretty or a storm. Melanie said that if this poem reminded her of any movie, it would either be Forrest Gump, or Finding Nemo. In Forrest Gump, there is always the things he decided to do, obstacles he wished to overcome, that you don’t think he could do, but they all work out. In the Finding Nemo, Dory continues to tell Marlin to “Just keep swimming.” To continue to get over the obstacle of finding his son.




Monday, May 12, 2014

Poem Biography and Analysis

Biography
Octavio Paz was born in Mexico City in March 31, 1914. He was the son of an active politicians journalists who, together with other progressive intellectuals, joined the agrarian uprisings led by Emiliano Zapata. Paz’s Grandfather was a prominent liberal intellectual and one of the first authors to write a novel with an expressly Indian theme. Thanks to his grandfather’s library, Paz came into an early contact with literature. Paz began to write at an early age, and in 1937, he travelled to Valencia, Spain, to participate in the Second International Congress of Anti-Fascist Writers. Upon his return to Mexico in 1938, he became one of the founders of the journal, Taller (Workshop), a magazine which signaled the emergence of a new generation of writers in Mexico as well as a new literary sensibility. In 1943, he travelled to the U.S.A. to on a Guggenheim Fellowship where he became immersed in Anglo-American Modernist poetry. Two years later, he entered the Mexican diplomatic service and was sent to France, where he wrote his fundamental study of Mexican identity, The Labyrinth of Solitude,and actively participated (together with Andre Breton and Benjamin Peret) in various activities and publications organized by the surrealists. In 1962, Paz was appointed the Republican Mexican ambassador to India. In 1968, he resigned from the diplomatic service in protest against the government's bloodstained suppression of the student demonstrations in Tlatelolco during the Olympic Games in Mexico. Paz founded two important magazines dedicated to the arts and politics: Plural (1971-1976) and Vuelta, which he has been publishing since 1976. In 1980, he was named honorary doctor at Harvard. Prizes include the Cervantes award in 1981, the most important award in the Spanish-speaking world, and the prestigious American Neustadt Prize in 1982. Eliot Weinberger has written that, for Paz, "the revolution of the word is the revolution of the world, and that both cannot exist without the revolution of the body: life as art, a return to the mythic lost unity of thought and body, man and nature, I and the other." His poetic corpus is nourished by the belief that poetry constitutes "the secret religion of the modern age." His is a poetry written within the perpetual motion and transparencies of the eternal present tense. Paz has written a prolific body of essays, including several book-length studies, in poetics, literary and art criticism, as well as on Mexican history, politics and culture. Paz was influenced by D.H. Lawrence, and practiced poetry like it was a religion. He was also greatly influenced by many of his grandparents’ books, due to the massive library he had. Octavio Paz died on April 19, 1998 after suffering from cancer of the spine. His death was announced by no less than the president of Mexico, Ernesto Zedillo.


Poem Analysis
My original impression of the poem based on the title is that there is a bridge that symbolizes something important in Paz’s life that he has expressed his respect and analytic representation of this bridge. The first stanza represent the thing that connects you and me is communication. He is saying that the obstacle is getting between him and he can’t overcome it or get over it. IN the second stanza, by communicating, you connect deep within yourself, and it’s what connects the world. He is saying that entering the obstacle or the "bridge" is like entering yourself, as in a whole new person, and you can connect yourself better with the world, or communicate with another person. Finally, the third stanza, communication is always the primary connecting point between any two things, and it is the best way to connect to anything. It is what we should realize, and it’s what i choose. At the end of the obstacle there will always be a happy ending, which he expresses by the rainbow. The tone is one of peaceful and unity, because all it talks about in the poem is how everything is connected through communication, and communication itself connects the world. It speaks this in a passionate yet pleasant way. The poem never truly shifts to different tones, as the message/theme and style of saying it is the same way. The attitude is repeated in each stanza of the poem. Although, there is a shift in imagery and its representation. In the last stanza instead of using different representations to symbolize communication and its impact as a way of connection. Belief in communication as the key. So in the last stanza, it shifts from emphasis on unification to a claim of satisfaction and decision. The theme is communication is a bridge of connection for the world. Another possible, but subtle theme is that communication is a connection of yourself, as the way you communicate is a characterization of you and is used to further understand yourself and achieve self-realization. Octavio Paz describes communication as the connection, the 'bridge' if you will, between everyone and everything.



Sunday, May 11, 2014

Siddhartha Final Essay

Natalie Witherell
P-1 Adv. World & Comp.
Siddhartha Final
The book Siddhartha, by Hermann Hesse has a very close relation to Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey. Siddhartha goes through a life long journey that starts in his youth and ends when he dies. In Hero’s Journey, the hero’s cycle begins with the ordinary world and ends with the return. In Siddhartha’s case, he starts his ordinary world is his youth and his return is his death. “There is no validity except the one contained within us. Thats why so many people live an unreal life. They take images outside them for reality and never allow the world within them to assert itself.” (Hermann Hesse). Siddhartha started his life by taking control over what he wanted. It worked for a few years, then society got to his head until he left it all behind. He ended his life being what he wanted to be and the wisest he could be. Everything Siddhartha does is related to the heroic journey cycle. From his beginning to his end.
According to Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey, Siddhartha is taken on an elaborate adventure that lasts his whole life. It starts off when he was in his Youth. Siddhartha lived in his ‘Ordinary World’ at the place where his father resided. “In the shade of the house, in the sunlight of the riverbank where the boats were moored, in the shade of the sal wood and the shade of the fig tree, Siddhartha grew up, with Brahmin’s handsome son, the young falcon, together with his friend Govinda, the son of a Brahmin.” (Hesse, 3). Siddhartha had spent his whole life here and now, in his early twenties, he wished to flee from the nest. Siddhartha was an attractive young man who grew up besides his companion Govinda, the two boys had grown up learning the ways of the Brahmin. Siddartha brought everyone in his village joy, but he felt little joy himself. Siddhartha started to get troubled by restless dreams and began to wonder if he had all there is to learn from his father and teachers. “He had begun to suspect that his venerable father and his other teachers, all wise Brahmins, had already given him the richest and best part of their wisdom, had already poured their plenty into his waiting vessel, yet the vessel was not full: His mind was not content, his soul not at peace, his heart restless.” (Hesse, 5). Siddhartha was dissatisfied with the Brahmans despite their knowledge, the Brahmins are seekers still, performing the same exercises again and again in order to reach their goal‹ of Nirvana. It is Siddhartha's search for this new path that leads him to the Samanas. A Samana is one who lives a life of piety and self-denial, free of possessions and desires. Siddhartha's search for a new path is his Call to Adventure. “...Now it is beginning, now Siddhartha is on his way, now his destiny is beginning to bud and, along with mine as well. And he turned as pale as a dried-out banana peel.” (Hesse, 8). Siddhartha told Govinda about his plan first, which made Govinda think about what he was going to do with his life. When Siddhartha announced his intention to his father to join the Samanas, he became very upset and forbad Siddhartha's wishes to join the Samanas. In respectful defiance, Siddhartha did not move. His frustrated father left the room, and hours at a time, he glanced out his window to find Siddhartha still standing motionless. “ He looked through the small window of the room and saw Siddhartha standing there, his arms crossed unmoving. The light cloth of his tunic was shimmering pale. His heart full of disquiet, the father went back to bed.” (Hesse, 9). When the night finally passed, Siddhartha’s father returned to his son. He realized that Siddhartha’s body remained present, but his mind had already departed. Siddhartha’s father let him leave and became a Samana and if he should ever leave the Samanas, he wass welcome back too. On Siddharth’s way out of the city, Govinda stood waiting for him. When Siddhartha was a Samana, he had learned the art of patience, waiting, and listening. Three years after joining the Samanas, Siddhartha and Govinda heard intriguing rumors of a great man, Gautama, the Buddha, who, had attained enlightenment, taught others the way to peace. Siddhartha and Govinda travel to Savathi, where they discovered the Buddha was staying in Jetavana, in the garden of Anathapindika. Arriving in Jetavana, Siddhartha recognized the Buddha immediately despite his nondescript dress. “Siddhartha recognized him at once, as if a god had pointed him out: a simple man in a yellow cowl, walking quietly, alms bowl in his hand.” (Hesse, 25). Siddhartha is not terribly interested in what the Buddha had to say, he was completely taken with the Buddha's demeanor. After the two men hear the Buddha’s sermon, Govina decided to join him and become a monk. Siddhartha gave him his consent but did not wish to join him. When Siddhartha was leaving the city, he ran into the Buddha. He refused his call and disagreed with the Buddha on his doctrine. Siddhartha, afraid that he had offended the Buddha, repeated his confidence in the Buddha's holiness. Siddhartha expressed his doubt that any teaching can ever provide the learner with the experience of Nirvana. And while Gotama's path may be appropriate for some, Siddhartha said that he must take his own path. The Buddha admonished Siddhartha to beware his own cleverness then wished him well on his path.
Along on his journey, Siddhartha came to a river. He asked the poor ferryman to ferry him across the river. Little did he know that this man was his mentor in  the years to come. Half way across the river, Siddhartha told the man that he had no money or any collateral to give the man in exchange for the trip across the river. “‘This too I have learned from the river: Everything comes back again! You too, Samana, will come back again. And now farewell! May your friendship be my wages. May you remember me when you are sacrificing to the gods.’”(Hesse, 44). Siddhartha departed the man thinking only of his kindness and wisdom. Siddhartha had kept what the man had told him in his thoughts when he came to his next step, crossing the threshold. Siddhartha came across a beautiful garden next to a city. Within the garden was a beautiful woman sitting upon a sedan chair whose name was Kamala. “....learned that this was the grove of Kamala, the famous courtesan, and learned that in addition to the grove she owned a house in town.”(Hesse, 47). Siddhartha had befriended the barber’s assistant and he had his beard and long hair removed showing the world his youthful face. The next day, Siddhartha had one of Kamala’s servants send her a message that a young Brahmin was waiting to speak with her. The servant took Siddhartha to Kamala and she instantly notices him. “‘But did you not have a beard yesterday, and long hair, and dust in your hair?’” (Hesse, 47). Siddhartha was giving up his hair to impress her, he was giving up his past with the Samanas. Kamala told Siddhartha that they could never be anything until he had money and expensive clothing. Siddhartha went to the Kamaswami who instantly made Siddhartha a merchant when he found out that he could read. While being a merchant, Siddhartha had his hand full of tests, allies, and enemies. “Never did Siddhartha have a willing ear for Kamaswami’s worries, and Kamaswami’s worries were many.” (Hesse, 60). Siddhartha used his acts of waiting, being patient and listening to help him throughout his merchant duties. Although Siddhartha is successful as a merchant, he shows little enthusiasm for business or anything else except for being with Kamala. This lack of enthusiasm stems from a realization Siddhartha has about his relations with other people. He possesses a distance from his emotions and behaviors that ordinary people do not have. This distance indicates that his Self is not really participating in his daily activities. The only aspect of his life in which he felt truly involved was Kamala, who he admitted knew him better than anyone ever had.
The more time Siddhartha spent in the town, the more distracted he became from his quest. Siddhartha Approached his downfall. He had fallen to the sins of the city life and had forgotten all that he learned from the Samanas. Siddhartha started to feel empty and Kamala could see it. “ Siddhartha had spent the night in his home with dancing girls and wine, had made a show of superiority before others of his standing, though he was no longer superior…” (Hesse, 69). Siddhartha went to bed drunk and close to tears. He spent nights at a time doing this, unhappy of what he had become. “Siddhartha realized that the game was over; he could no longer play it.” (Hesse, 71). Siddhartha left the town and told no one, not even the pregnant Kamala, of his future destination. Siddhartha walked into the forest that was near the city, knowing he could never return, and continued to walked until he reached a river. Siddhartha came along a palm tree, Siddhartha wrapped his arms around the tree and started to climb. He wanted to leap from the tree and let the water take him away. “This was the Great purging he had longed for: death, the smashing of the form he so despised!” (Hesse, 74). Siddhartha longed for his life to be over! He longed to be in the Abyss he felt in his heart. Siddhartha sunk to the bottom of the tree trunk, and said a word he had not spoken for many years, Om. The moment the sound of the Om hit his ears, his spirit awoke and recognized the foolishness in his actions. Siddhartha, deeply shaken, laid his head his head upon the roots of the tree and fell asleep. When he awoke, he was rewarded with the sight of an old friend. Govinda laid across from Siddhartha, sleeping. “‘You were asleep,’ Govinda replied. ‘It is not good to sleep in such places where there are often snakes and the creatures of the forest have their paths.” (Hesse, 77). Siddhartha was excited to finally see his friend, when it was time for Govinda to leave, Siddhartha said, “Farewell, Govinda.” Govinda stopped in his tracks and turned around asking how this stranger knew his name. Govinda learned that this strange man in expensive clothing was his long lost friend, Siddhartha. Govinda left to catch up with the monk, and Siddhartha’s spirit was wide awake. “...the greedy Siddartha, could die. He had died, and a new Siddhartha had awoken from sleep.” (Hesse, 83). Govinda reminded him how to love, now he was happy and free like a child, and had a great capacity to love. He was now ready to complete his life's journey.
Siddhartha did not return to the city, he followed the river until he came across the ferryman’s dock. He asked the ferryman to take him across the river, almost like a Road Back to when he stayed there the first time over twenty years ago. Half way across the river, Siddhartha offers up his clothing for payment for the ferry across the river. The Ferryman, thinking this is strange, asked is Siddhartha wanted to continue without any clothes. “... what I would like Best would be not to continue at all. What I would like best, ferryman, is if you were to give me an old loincloth to wear and keep me on as your assistant, or rather your apprentice, for I would first have to learn how to handle the boat.’” (Hesse, 87). The Ferryman searched Siddhartha’s face, he recognized who he was, but not his name, only that he had come across the river over twenty years ago and was a Samana. Siddhartha introduced himself and he was welcomed by the Ferryman, Vasudeva. Twelve years passed and one day the two ferrymen heard that the Buddha is dying. Kamala, on hearing the news as well, travels with her son to be near Gautama as he passed into eternity. As she sat down to rest in the forest, she was bitten by a snake. She cried for help, and the nearby Vasuveda comes to her aid. The old ferryman took her back to his hut where Siddhartha immediately recognized her. “Then he saw Kamala, whom he recognized at once, though she lay unconscious in the arms of the  ferryman, and now he knew it was his own son whose face has so stuck him, and his heart stirred in his breast.” (Hesse, 94). The dying Kamala introduced Siddhartha to his son. Siddhartha recognized that he had finally found the peace he sought for so long, and Kamala died.  Vasuveda and Siddhartha make her funeral pyre where Vasudeva's wife pyre was, as the young boy sleeps. After Kamala’s death, Siddhartha kept his son with him by the river. The boy, though, refused to accept Siddhartha as his father and consequently did nothing he is told. Many months passed, but the boy remains intransigent. Vasuveda advised Siddhartha to let the boy leave and rejoin the life of which his mother's death deprived him. Siddhartha agreed in theory, but he could not let his son go. He loved the boy as he had loved no other and wanted to save him the misery of his own follies in the town. Siddhartha began to feel that this experience with his son had awakened new emotions in him. Eventually, the boy ran away and Siddhartha became very distraught. Vasuveda told Siddhartha to let him go, but Siddhartha followed him. Upon reaching the town, Siddhartha recalled his own experience there and admit to himself what he known all along, that he cannot stop the boy from living his own life. Siddhartha felt a great sorrow at this loss, and a wound opened wide. The happiness he had known as a Ferryman had left him. He sat down and waited for his suffering to cease, murmuring "Om" to himself to counteract the pain. Vasuveda arrived and led the despondent Siddhartha back to the river. The pain of losing his son is long-lasting for Siddhartha. It enabled him, to identify with ordinary people more than ever before. “ How simple his thoughts had now become, how lacking in understanding. That’s how greatly he had come to resemble the child people.” (Hesse, 108). Though his sorrow allowed Siddhartha to begin to understand what wisdom really was, the thought of his son has not yet left him. One day his pain became too much and Siddhartha set off in a desperate search of his son, but stopped as he heard the river laughing at him. He looked into the river, saw his own father whom he had left, and turned back. Siddhartha Returned to his hut, he told Vasuveda all of what had happened, but as he does, Siddhartha noticed a remarkable change in the old man. Vasuveda led Siddhartha back to the river, and implored him to listen deeply. At first Siddhartha heard only the voices of sorrow, but these voices were soon joined by voices of joy, and at last all the voices were subsumed under the great sound of "Om." Realizing the unity of these voices, Siddhartha's pain faded away, and his wound healed. “His smile gleamed as he regarded his friend, and now Siddhartha’s face too gleamed brightly with this same smile.” (Hesse, 114). He has at last found salvation, his Resurrection. Vasuveda recognized his friend's achievement, he departed into the woods to die, thereby joining the unity he had helped Siddhartha find at last. Years passed after Vasudeva’s death and news gets around about a wise ferryman. Still restless and unsatisfied after all his years of searching, Govinda goes to speak to the Ferryman reputed to be a sage. The Ferryman, Siddhartha, recognizes Govinda immediately, though Govinda does not recognize him. Govinda tells Siddhartha about his inability to find what he has so long sought. Siddhartha tells Govinda that he does not find because he pays too much attention to the search. When Siddhartha finally addressed Govinda by name, Govinda recognized him, and happy to have reunited after so long. Govinda spent the night at Siddhartha's hut. The next day Govinda asked Siddhartha to explain the doctrines by which he lived by. “One can pass on knowledge but not wisdom.” (Hesse, 119). To Siddhartha, words never express the entire truth of anything. The reason for this is that time is not real. Ultimately, expressing love and admiration toward all things is the most important thing in the world. Govinda was confused by most of what Siddhartha said, but he felt certain that his old friend is a holy man. Preparing to leave, Govinda asked Siddhartha for something to help him along his path. Siddhartha told Govinda to kiss his forehead. Doing so caused Govinda to see a continuous stream of different faces in place of Siddhartha's. Siddhartha’s motionless face was in return with the elixir. Siddhartha reached Enlightenment and left Govinda with the knowledge in his heart.
Siddhartha’s life played out like an open book. It started with his ordinary world, then took its twists and turns until it came to his he return. When the hero’s reach their return, they are awaiting their next call. In Siddhartha’s case, his next call is awaiting Nirvana. “There is no thing that could be Nirvana; there is only the word Nirvana.” (Hesse, 122). Siddhartha has reached enlightenment when he died, and Govinda saw this in the way Siddhartha’s motionless face was left smiling. Govinda left Siddhartha with more knowledge and wisdom he ever expected to grasp. He too, was on his way to reach peace and enlightenment. “You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no chance, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.” (Hermann Hesse). In the end, though, we should follow Siddhartha's example in determining how much significance to give to the Indian religion/philosophy in Siddhartha: let each come to his or her own conclusion.

Friday, May 9, 2014

The Bridge by Octavio Paz

The Bridge

Between now and now,
between I am and you are,
the word bridge.

Entering it
you enter yourself:
the world connects
and loses like a ring.

From one bank to another,
there is always
a body stretched:
a rainbow.

I’ll sleep beneath its arches.

-Octavio Paz

Monday, May 5, 2014

From Old to Old

    In the beginning of Siddhartha, by Herman Hesse, Siddhartha leaves his house to become a Samana. While beginning a Samana, he learned to wait, listen, and to be patient. Once he left the Samanas and met Kamala, he kept his talents and was patient while being a merchant. Slowly, he forgot how to do each of these tasks. Once he grew to his mid forties, he became aware of what he had forgotten and left to commit suicide. When he left, he also left Kamala pregnant. When he failed to commit suicide, he feel to the bottom of the tree and slept. This is where he meets Govinda, his friend from his childhood again. When Govinda reconizes Siddhartha, he is shocked on who he has become and does not think very highly of him anymore. Once Govinda leaves to join the other monks again, Siddhartha goes acroos the river and joins the Ferryman and lives with him. Around 12 years pass when the news of the Buddha dying brings numerous monks across the river. Kamala is one of the people who come to cross the river with her son, Siddhartha. Kamala gets bitten by a snake and dies at Siddhartha's hut leaving her son in his hands. Siidhartha Jr. constantly tests his father will and becomes this obnoxious child. Eventually, he runs away. Siddartha Senior runs after him and reaches the edge of the town where he had once lived, where Kamala had once lived. He did not enter but sat outside the city for numerous hours wait. It is here that he has Master the art of Patient and waiting. Earlier in the story when he begin to live the ferryman, he mastered the art of Listening. Another 10 or 20 years pass and Govinda hers the stories of a very wise ferryman. When he goes, he soon learns that is is Siddhartha. He is shocked that he ever doubted the smarts of Siddhartha. After their conversation over wisdom, Siddhartha reaches Enlightenment. Siddhartha dies in Govindas arms.

 

Monday, April 28, 2014

Siddhartha Reflection #1

       In the book Siddhartha by Herman Hesse, Siddhartha's life is closely resembled to Gregor's life and Joseph Campbel's A Hero's Journey. In the beginning, it starts off as an Ordinary World with Siddhartha living his normal life. The Call to Adventure is when Siddhartha asks his father if he could go and join the Samanas. When his father finally said yes, he left to create a new life. After a few months of living wiotht eh Samanas, his friend Govinda hears about a Buddha and wishes to go and hear his teachings. Siddhartha is reluctant at first but eventually gives in and goes with Govinda. Once Siddhartha and Govinda go to the town where the Buddha resided, Govinda goes to become one of the Buddha's monks. Siddhartha gets angry at this, which is his Refusal to the Call, and goes to confront the Buddha. The Buddha teaches Siddhartha more than he thought he would. Siddhartha went originally to be angry with the Buddha, but the Buddha kept an open mind and calmed down Siddhartha. As well as this being his Refusal to the Call, this is also Siddhartha's Meeting the Mentor stage. Buddha gave Siddhartha more advice that anyone else could have. Once their talk is finished and the Buddha has walked away, is when Siddhartha realizes that he has Crossed the Threshold and decides to become his own teacher.

Friday, April 25, 2014

Partner Analysis

Natalie Witherell & Will Bangs

"Tomorrow, Govinda, I shall take leave of you." (Hesse, 28).


"We are not walking in a circle, we are ascending; the circle is a spiral, and we have already climbed many of the steps." (Hesse, 16)



"Now it is the beginning, now Siddhartha is on his way, now his destiny is beginning to bud and, along with it, mine as well." (Hesse, 8)


"...and found the gaze of the Buddha so full of kindness and peace, the youth plucked up the courage to ask the Vernerable One's leave to address him." (Hesse, 28).


Will did not read the chapter so I did this blog post.





Thursday, April 17, 2014

Kafka in the Modern Era

      Throughout life, we are constantly trying to get the acceptance from someone we know won't get it from. Acceptance is the action or process of being received as adequate or suitable, typically to be admitted into a group. Franz Kafka's life was constantly a game of trying to win his fathers acceptance. Kafka was an educated, German-speaking Czech Jew, it's not hard to see echoes of Enlightenment philosophy in his works. Kafka puts a twist on the whole ethical tradition by making the subject of ethical debate in The Metamorphosis, a bug. And not just any bug, a vermin, a pest. Gregor isn't a cute little ladybug or even a motherly spider named Charlotte, but the kind of disgusting bug that makes your skin crawl and stinks when you squish it. In Kafka's father's eyes, Franz was a failure. Although Gregor was ugly on the outside, on the inside he was pure. Everyone else saw him as a vermin. They only saw what he had unwillingly transformed into. In the beginning of The Metamorphosis, when Gregor's body is turned, his parents haven't seen him and want him to come outside his room and to meet with them. In Kafka's real life, this is just before he became an other. His parents still love him, yet they are distant. Even before and in the beginning of his writing career, his sister was always there. But when he becomes a writer he knows that she would end up siding with her father because of acceptance and the fear of being rejected. When Gregor first doesn't open the door, his sister, Grete, begins to cry. "Why did his sister not go to the others? She had probably just got up out of bed now and had not even started to get dressed yet. Then why was she crying? Because he was not getting up and letting the manager in, because he was in danger of losing his position, and because then his boss would badger his parents once again with the old demands?" ( Kafka, 4). In the end of the story, Grete is on her father's side of things and is working because Gregor can't. In this passage, She is crying because she is fearful of what is to come, that Gregor will get hired and she might have to work to support the family. So out of love and selfishness, she takes care of Gregor, thinking that if he gets better, he can work and she won't have to.
       When Gregor was working, slowly, the life was being sucked from him. He worked so much so that his parents did not have to want for a thing. Little did they know, the parents were using vampirism In Gregor's work. They loved their son but they let him work so much that he got worn out and more tired each passing day. So that one day he wakes up late, his parents are worried but in a rush to get him out of the house and off working. They were excited from the delicious blood they can suck from him today, making him weaker by the second. Throughout the times when Grete brings Gregor food, each time she brings in and leaves quickly so she doesn't have to see his face. "To test his taste, she brought him an entire selection, all spread out on an old newspaper. There were old half-rotten vegetables, bones from the evening meal, covered with a white sauce which had almost solidified, some raisins and almonds, cheese which Gregor had declared inedible two days earlier, a slice of dry bread, a slice with butter, and a slice of salted bread smeared with butter." (Kafka, 10). Gregor's communion is now with himself. When people eat together is a bond of friendship and excepting each other.  "...breaking bread together is a sign of sharing and peace, since if your're breaking bread you're not breaking heads." (Foster, 8). Grete and the rest of Gregor's family did not want to eat with him. He had no friends and no one who wanted to love him. "I'm with you, I like you, we form a community together." (Foster 8). Gregor' family did no want anything to do with such a pest, so they left him to eat by himself, a lonely communion.
        The Metamorphosis, is comical. Gregor takes it with a sense of irony, pretending that noting is wrong. He’s well aware of how people perceive him. But the funny thing is, aside from how he scares everyone, it is that he’s more troubled by how his transformation has thoroughly screwed up his routing than by the transformation itself. He spends almost the entire first chapter trying to figure out how to get out of bed, while constantly worrying about train schedules and how his tardiness might affect his job. And when he does get out of bed and opens his bedroom door, the results are comic genius. While his boss and his parents are on the verge of panic, Gregor just wants to go to work, and even gives a little speech on how he feels, stating that he’s perfectly fine, though he might have a tiny cold. Then, Gregor reminds his boss to report on his employee’s condition truthfully.
        In the original piece, Kafka writes the word vermin in German as Ungeziefer, which means and unclean animal not suited for sacrifice. In the second picture below, is showing the relationship between Kafka and Gregor. Although Gregor is the bug, Kafka is the writer. The illustrator of the cover, was very deep with how the image was going to turn out. Every cover of every book has a meaning that relates to the book. This cover shows the book, and explains the author. Kafka felt like a Ungeziefer in his father's eyes. And in Mr. Samsa's eyes, Gregor was a bug, but for a different reason. Because of Kafka's unwillingness to become a accountant, Kafka was dead to his father. In the first image, is a picture passed off Kafka's life. Kafka was a child with no fatherly figure. His father was always gone, off at work and his mother was distance too. In The Metamorphosis, his parents were close to Gregor before the transformation, almost like that's how Kafka wished his parents were.
     Gregor and Kafka were very much alike. It started off as opposites, Gregor having a loving father and Kafka not. But, then as the story of The Metamorphosis progresses, things begin to even out and their stories become one. When Gregor's father sees Gregor as the bug, he no longer cares for him. Just as Kafka's father sees Kafka after he told his father he did not want to be a business man, but a writer. Once Gregor dies, his father seems to feel at peace. Kafka felt as though he was dead in his father's eyes and thought that he would feel peace is Gregor was dead, and not alive. 



























Thursday, April 3, 2014

Metamorphosis Reflection

I   The novel written by Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis, was basically written off his life. It shows the difficulties of living in a modern society and the struggle for acceptance of others when in a time of need. In this novel Kafka directly reflects upon many of the negative aspects of his personal life, both mentally and physically.  In the beginning, Gregor is transformed into a bug. I feel as though Kafka wrote this story to express that he felt as a bug in his fathers eyes. The relationship between Gregor and his father, I feel is similar to the relationship between Franz and his father Herman. "His numerous legs, pitifully thin in comparison to the rest of his circumference, flickered helplessly before his eyes." (Kafka, 1). During this movement of his legs, he is feeling help less and excluded. In Kafka's life, his parents were often distant and he only had his siblings. Before Gregor was a bug, they cared for him. Before Franz chose his writing oath, his parents were there somewhat, but still cared for him. After his decision, the tension relationship between him and his father grew. From the moment we meet Gregor Samsa’s father we are shown how short tempered he is. "The father relentlessly pushed his way forward, hissing like a wild man." (Kafka, 8). His father was very short tempered to see Gregor's new "transform" when Gregor first exited his room in his new state as a bug. Gregor’s father chased after him with a cane and newspaper making a hissing noise that annoyed Gregor. Just this passage here shows how alike Mr. Samsa and Herman Kafka are. Kafka was subjected to abuse and constant yelling from his father because he was a failure in his eyes. "Perhaps his father noticed his good intentions, for he did not disrupt Gregor in this motion, but with the tip of the cane from a distance he even directed Gregor’s rotating movement now and then. If only his father had not hissed so unbearably!" (Kafka, 8). Gregor hoped that his father saw his good intentions in letting himself be shown. I feel as though Franz became a writer in hoping that after his father saw what kind of author he was, he would see Franz's good intentions and support him. He may have went along with his father's intions of Franz's job if he hadn't been so abrupt and demanding of it. When Samsa sees what has happened to Gregor he is immediately outraged, either out of confusion or disappointment towards his son.

II   Kafka’s father viewed Franz as a failure and disapproved of his writing because he wanted Franz to become a business man like him. When Franz Kafka was a boy his father abused him. Whenever Franz Kafka disagreed with his father or told his father that he wanted to be a writer, not a shop owner, his father got very upset. In the book, Mr. Samsa displayed a violent temper from the very first encounter with the transformed Gregor. When he chased Gregor back to his room, he kicked him in the back as he reached the door. Another event in which Gregor encountered violence from his father was when Mr. Samsa threw an apple at him and it lodged in his back. "However, another thrown immediately after that one drove into Gregor’s back really hard. Gregor wanted to drag himself off, as if he could make the unexpected and incredible pain go away if he changed his position. But he felt as if he was nailed in place and lay stretched out completely confused in all his senses." (Kafka, 8). From this point on, the physical and mental condition of Gregor steadily decreased. The apple began to rot away and he felt weaker and he experienced more of the pain than usual. Gregor even lost his appetite, and ate nothing. The feelings of seclusion and not being wanted entered Gregor’s thoughts. He could tell that his sister did not care as much as she did when he first became a bug. These feelings could have been the same feelings of seclusion that Kafka felt in his own life after abuse from his father.

III   In The Metamorphosis there are many signs of slow deterioration for Gregor. He slowly starts to lose his eye sight when he notices that he can no longer see across the road to the hospital. " For, in fact, from day to day he perceived things with less and less clarity, even those only a short distance away. The hospital across the street, the all-too-frequent sight of which he had previously cursed, was not visible at all anymore..." (Kafka, 13). He has many injuries, some of which he cannot explain, like the pain in his side when he first woke up. He had an apple lodged in his back, by his father, which was left to rot. He was cut by a piece off glass from a shattering glass bottle, and was bleeding. And then when he tried to get into his room and got stuck in the door. All of these descriptions are painful, and the whole basis of the novel revolves around a human being who is dyeing a slow, painful death.Franz Kafka died on June 3, 1924 from tuberculosis of the larynx. The Metamorphosis could be one of Kafka’s imaginations of his own death that is carefully disguised and elaborated through literature. After awhile, Gregor's father refused Grete, his sister, go in Gregors room to clean it. "A huge bony cleaning woman with white hair flying all over her head came in the morning and evening to do the heaviest work. The mother took care of everything else, in addition to her considerable sewing work." (Kafka, 19). Because of their little amount of income, they let go of the servant girl and hired a cleaning woman who only cleaned Gregor's room. Almost as they were sending someone else to go and take care of their mess. "He was filled with sheer anger over the wretched care he was getting, even though he could not imagine anything which he might have an appetite for." (Kafka, 22). After all the things he has done for the family and the ways to keep it afloat, they treat him horribly. "  "'Well,' said Mr. Samsa, 'now we can give thanks to God.' He crossed himself, and the three women followed his example." (Kafka, 25). When Gregor eventually dies, his family is grateful. They did not want to have to take care of the menace he had become in their eyes. The way they act to his death, his almost like they did not know who he was and they did not care.


Sunday, March 30, 2014

Franz Kafka Reflection

Franz Kafka was an author born in Czech Republic in 1883. Kafka wrote The Metamorphosis in 1912, the year he felt his creativity finally taking a definite form. It was one of fairly few works Kafka was to publish in his lifetime. In 1913 he turned down an offer to publish the story.

Monday, March 17, 2014

What Dreams May Come Reflection

The movie What Dreams May Come was a every beautiful and good movie. The movie very much relates to Dante's Inferno in many ways. In both Dante's Inferno and What Dreams May Come, the most important place is hell. Like in the Bible passage where Peter (one of Jesus disciple) that tried to walk on water and failed to do so when he let doubt take over, also Chris was unable to walk on water until after exportation from Albert. In both "The Inferno" and "What Dreams May Come" the most important place is hell. While in "The Inferno" almost all of the novel takes place in hell, in "What Dreams May Come" hell is only part of the movie. In Dante's Inferno, Dante is on a journey through the nine circle of hell in order to get through the journey. While in What Dreams May Come, Chris sees his wife in hell and vigorously tries to help her. Chris experiences hell as a result of his depression to find his wife and save her from that place. But for Dante, as he gets father down into the circles, the surroundings also increase in the intensity of it. The detailed description of hell and each of the circles contributes to the idea of hell not being a nice place and also creates a sense of desperation because it seems as if it will never end. The darkness and chaos of the setting created anxiety and that is the exact same thing that is transmitted to the viewer in "What Dreams May Come" and the reader in "The Inferno." Through the description of the horrid places the tone of the environment is set thereby transmitting the same emotion.

Through the use of flashback the viewer can comprehend the importance of the relationship between Chris and Annie, Chris and his son and daughter. If there was no use of flashback the viewer would not be able to understand why Chris' kids are treasured by both mother and father, why Chris believes the love him and his wife have can overcome even hell, and how death affected the family. In the Bible (Revelation) God explains to John what he sees and hears in Heaven. In "The Inferno" Virgil explains to Dante what he sees in Hell. Virgil serves as a guide for Dante and angles at times serve as guides for John. In "What Dreams May Come" Albert, later discovered it is truly Ian, guides and helps Chris understand the afterlife. In Revelation 3:16, it says that God will not tolerate lukewarm, neither hot or cold, those that neither hate nor love sin. Also in the movie, Albert is his guide through heaven.
Chris and Albert:


Dante and Virgil:



Franz Kafka Biography

Franz Kafka was born on July 3, 1883, in Prague, Czech Republic. Kafka grew up in a middle class, German speaking, Jewish family with his father being a business man, and his mother worked as many as 12 hours each day helping to manage the family business. Kafka's childhood was indeed lonely, and the children grew up largely by a series of governesses and servants. When Kafka was around the age of six, his two younger brothers, Georg and Heinrich, died in infancy, leaving him the only son in a family that included three daughters. Kafka had a difficult relationship with both of his parents. His mother, Julie, was a devoted homemaker who lacked the intellectual depth to understand her son's dreams to become a writer. Kafka's father, Hermann, had a forceful personality that often overwhelmed the Kafka home. He was a successful business man. who make his living by retailing men's and women's clothes. Kafka's father had a huge impact on both Kafka's life and his writing. He was a tyrant of sorts, with a wicked temper and little appreciation for his son's creative side. Much of Kafka's personal struggles, in romance and other relationships, came in part from his complicated relationship with his father. His mother as often quiet and shy, and his father distance and absent. Kafka's troubled relationship with his father is evident in his Brief an den Vater, a letter to his father, of more than 100 pages, in which he complains of being extremely affected by his father's dictatorial and demanding character.




As an adult, Franz Kafka worked in numerous places. On November 1, 1907, he was hired at the Assicurazioni Generali, an aggressive Italian insurance company, where he worked for nearly a year. He ended up quitting because of the long and torturous hours from 8pm-6am, which gave him barely anytime to work on his writing. On July 15, 1908, he resigned, and two weeks later found more congenial employment with the Worker's Accident Insurance Institute for the Kingdom of Bohemia. Kafka was very committed to his literary work. Together with his close friends Max Brod and Felix Weltsch these three were called "Der enge Prager Kreis", the close Prague circle. In 1912, at the home of his lifelong friend Max Brod, Kafka met Felice Bauer, who lived in Berlin and worked as a representative for a Dictaphone company. Over the next five years, they corresponded a great deal, met occasionally, and twice were engaged to be married. Their relationship finally ended in 1917. In 1917, Kafka began to suffer from tuberculosis, which would require frequent convalescence during which he was supported by his family, most notably his sister Ottla. In the early 1920s he developed an intense relationship with Czech journalist and writer Milena Jesenská. In 1923, he briefly moved to Berlin in the hope of distancing himself from his family's influence to concentrate on his writing. He lived with Dora Diamant, a 25-year-old kindergarten teacher from an orthodox Jewish family, who was independent enough to have escaped her past in the ghetto, in Berlin. As Kafka's tuberculosis worsened, he also suffered from migraines, insomnia, constipation, boils, and other ailments, all usually brought on by excessive stresses and strains. He attempted to counteract all of this by a regimen of naturalistic treatments, such as a vegetarian diet. He returned to Prague, then went to a sanatorium near Vienna for treatment, where he died on June 3, 1924. His body was ultimately brought back to Prague where he was interred on June 11, 1924, in the New Jewish Cemetery in Prague-Žižkov.






BIBLIOGRAPHY:

Nervi, Mauro. "Kafka's Life (1883-1924)." The Kafka Project. N.p., 08 Jan. 2011. Web. 15 Mar. 2014.                <http://www.kafka.org/index.php?biography>.

"Franz Kafka Biography." Bio.com. A&E Networks Television, 2014. Web. 17 Mar. 2014.                                     <http://www.biography.com/people/franz-kafka-9359401>.







Monday, March 10, 2014

Canto 19-32

Cantos 19-23 take place in the 8th Circle of hell. This circle is home to the sinners of Fraud, Flattery, Simony, Political Corruption, and Hypocrisy. The monster Geryon transports Virgil and Dante across a great abyss to the Eighth Circle of Hell, known as Malebolge, the term refers to the circle’s division into various pockets separated by great folds of earth. In the First Pouch, the Panderers and the Seducers receive lashings from whips; in the second, the Flatterers must lie in a river of human feces. The Simoniacs in the Third Pouch hang upside down in baptismal fonts while their feet burn with fire. In the Fourth Pouch are the Astrologists or Diviners, forced to walk with their heads on backward, a sight that moves Dante to great pity. In the Fifth Pouch, the Barrators (those who accepted bribes) steep in pitch while demons tear them apart. The Hypocrites in the Sixth Pouch must forever walk in circles, wearing heavy robes made of lead. Caiphas, the priest who confirmed Jesus’ death sentence, lies crucified on the ground; the other sinners tread on him as they walk. In the horrifying Seventh Pouch, the Thieves sit trapped in a pit of vipers, becoming vipers themselves when bitten; to regain their form, they must bite another thief in turn. In the Eighth Pouch of the Eighth Circle of Hell, Dante speaks to Ulysses, the great hero of Homer’s epics, now doomed to an eternity among those guilty of the False Counselors for his role in executing the ruse of the Trojan Horse. In the Ninth Pouch, the souls of Sowers of Scandal and Schism walk in a circle, constantly afflicted by wounds that open and close repeatedly. In the Tenth Pouch, the Falsifiers suffer from horrible plagues and diseases.


 

Friday, March 7, 2014

Canto 1-18

When Dante and Virgil begin their trip down into hell, they enter the dark wood. Because Dante does not know where he is, he is frightened. When they reach the gates of hell, Virgil is very calm. Dante is still very curious and a little bit afraid. When they enter Canto 4, Limbo, Dante is confused. Limbo is full of lost souls that cannot go anywhere because they are in the complete dark. When they reach the edge of this canto, they are about to enter Canto 5, in Circle 2, Lust. The whole place is filled with the souls who lived their lives full of lust. In circle 3, Canto 6, is home to the gluttons. They lay on the ground in human feces and can only eat dirt. Since they lived their lives eating like pigs, they must be pigs, laying in filth. In Cantos 7-10, The layers get darker and darker, and colder and colder. Each punishments seem to get more horrible. Circle 7 is home to the murderers who harmed themselves, or others. It is also home to the sinners of usury. Their punishments seemed fair, but at the same time they seemed a little harsh.     

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Personal HELL

*(1): First hell, Lost souls doomed to roam the earth.  (2): Second hell, Dark, hot pit of death.*

In my personal opinion, I believe the only way to get into hell, is to do something unforgivable. This means killing someone, arson, cannibalization, incest, and a few other things. Killing some one is very unforgivable in every way possible. Committing arson, can be very cruel. Setting fire to a person or place you don't like, can be too destructive. Cannibalization, is just horrifying.Cannibalism is the act or practice of humans eating the flesh or internal organs of other human beings. It is also called anthropophagy. A person who practices cannibalism is called a cannibal. Incest, this I believe, is over all the most unforgivable thing to do to someone. Incest is sexual activity between family members and close relatives. This is one of the most horrifying things to hear about in today's life. They're are a few more things that can get you sent to hell, but those are the top three.

 My version of hell, is listed in two ways. I believe that hell can either be lost souls roaming the earth because they were not accepted to some higher place(1). Or, it is what great philosophers say it is, a dark, hot pit of death(2). The punishments for hell (1) would be roaming the earth seeing your life as it could have been if you didn't do the stuff you did to get to hell. (Picture #1) If you died suddenly, wouldn't you like to see your family remembering the good things you did, and not the bad ones? If you were a killer, and your family did not know, and after your death they found out, would you want to see their expressions when they discover this. Its horrifying! Another punishment for hell (2), would be painful. I believe that the first few years you are in hell, you are ripped apart and it is very painful. (Picture #2) In the TV series Supernatural, a example of what hell would looks likes, shows my view. Dean dies and gets sent to hell and when he is there, he is held up by his bones, and he is slowly being ripped apart. I feel like this is sort of what what would happen in the deeps of hell. There isn't any sympathy in this world, you got yourself there, now you have to stay.

I believe there are two ways to escape. One way, seems like what happened to most dark spirits, They become a demon (Picture #3). I think that if you truly like this hell, you would create this evil essence and you would become a demon. A demon, is a soul filled with darkness who only wants to cause evil. I think that they like to play with people. For example, poltergeist. Poltergeist are known as childhood ghosts. They haunted some children up to the mid-twenties. These ghosts, are demon wanting some fun. For all we know, they could be on a vacation from all their demon duties. The other way to escape is by being pulled out. If the gods change their minds, and pull you out from the deeps of hell.

The heart is a mess.  A messy heart is a symbol for hell. When you have been broken so many times, it leads you down a bad path. This can lead you to commit one or more of the seven deadly sins. Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity. Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation. Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires. Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body. Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath. Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness. Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work (Picture #4).

The only person in my hell is someone named Waylon. What he did to me is indescribable. What he chose to do, made me lose the ability to trust people. He does not go to Monarch. In fact, he lives 5 hours away from me. My mom saw how I felt after he tore me down and didn't think I would have ever become the girl I am today. My best friend at the time, did everything she could to keep my mind off of him. But its hard to forgive someone for what they did. He hurt me, and it caused me to loose my best friend. Even though I lost her, I think it was for the best, and it made me a better person. Once all this was over with, my mom kind of stopped caring what happened to me, and Dasha didn't talk to me again. I did push people away but they didn't try to push back. I made new friends, who were the best people. Then I moved here, and it has almost been a year. And I couldn't be happier.

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Sunday, February 9, 2014

Reflection: Week 2/7/14


      This past week, we have been working on our posters for our tragic hero project. My group, did the movie Into the Wild. The movie is based off the book by Jon Krakauer. This week, when we were putting together the poster, we ran into a few obstacles. The first thing we did was paint the flower. We had an red flower, that we want to use as the poisonous sweet pea flower root. We painted the flower and realized we got some paint on the poster. It was easily fixed by flipping the paper over. The next thing we did was lay down the foot prints. When we put down the footprints, nothing bad happened. They turned out the way we wanted them to. After that, we glued down the tragic hero's name, "ALEX SUPERTRAMP." Around that, we put the flies. We ended up putting flies all over the poster to decrease the amount of empty space. After that, we did not have a boarder. We added to one corner of the paper to add some dimension. The journal on our poster, was incredibly bright. We shaded a pencil on a separate sheet of paper then rubbed our finger on it to get a darker tone to the paper. The ending result for the poster looks awesome!

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Oedipus Rex

Sophocles
 Sophocles was born about 496 BC in Colonus Hippius (Athens). He was the son of a wealthy merchant and did not have to want for anything. Sophocles is one of three ancient Greek tragedians whose plays have survived.

 

Oepidus Rex  Man
Oedipus Rex was one of the three Theban plays Sophocles wrote. He was a man who becomes a king the king of Thebes and was destined from birth to kill his father Laius and marry his mother Jocasta. Oedipud was a mythical or fictional king in Greek Mythology. He, without knowing, married his mother and killed his father. It is also known as the Oedipus complex, after his story.



Greek Tradgedy
Greek Tragedy is a form of theatre from Ancient Greece and Asia Minor. It reached its most significant form in Athens in the 5th century BC. The basics of tragic plots was most often myths from the oral traditions of archaic epics. In tragic theatre, these narratives were presented by actors.


Dramatic Irony
Dramatic Irony is the dramatic effect achieved by leading an audience to understand an incongruity between a situation and the accompanying speeches, while the characters in the play remain unaware of thee incongruity. An example of this could be William Shakespeare's play, Julius Caesar.



Hubris
Hubris means extreme pride or arrogance. Hubris also indicates a loss of contact with reality and an over estimated of one's own competence. Arrogance is also associated with lack of humility and love towards oneself. Arrogance is usually detrimental and foster a negative-minded culture.



Oedipus Rex Play and myth
The play Oedipus Rex by Sophocles is a story based on mythological background. The myth tells the story of a royal family who have a baby boy. They go to the oracle to find out his fate and discover that the baby is destined to kill his father and marry his mother. After they discover this, they send the baby to be killed. The servant sent to kill the baby, has pity upon the child and gives them to a family a few kingdoms over. The parents are grateful and raise him right until a drunkard tells Oedipus that he was adopted, and he asks his parents and they say that he wasn't. Then, he discovers his fate from another oracle and he runs away. On his run, he bumps heads with a man at a fork in the road, and kills the man. He then retreats to the near by city and defeats the man eating sphinx. By this defeat he is now aloud to wed the widowed queen. He later find out how his fate turned out and his wife/mother hangs herself and he sticks pins in his eyes.



Aristotle Man
Aristotle was a Greek philosopher who was one of the most important philosophers in the history of the Western civilization. It is said that Aristotle wrote many books, but few survive to this day. Arostotle was the boyhood tutor of Alexander the Great, who later sent him plants and animals from parts of his new empire.



Aristotle His meaning of Tragedy
Aristotle thought the meaning means something different then other what the other Greek philosophers did at the time. Aristotle indicates that the medium of tragedy is drama, not narrative; tragedy “shows” rather than “tells.” According to Aristotle, tragedy is higher and more philosophical than history because history simply relates what has happened while tragedy dramatizes what may happen, “what is possible according to the law of probability or necessity."




Greek Theater
The Greek theatre history began with festivals honoring their gods. A god, Dionysus, was honored with a festival called by "City Dionysia". In Athens, during this festival, men used to perform songs to welcome Dionysus. Plays were only presented at City Dionysia festival. Athens was the main center for these theatrical traditions. Athenians spread these festivals to its numerous allies in order to promote a common identity. At the early Greek festivals, the actors, directors, and dramatists were all the same person. After some time, only three actors were allowed to perform in each play. Later few non-speaking roles were allowed to perform on-stage. Due to limited number of actors allowed on-stage, the chorus evolved into a very active part of Greek theatre. Music was often played during the chorus' delivery of its lines.



Greek Theater Structure 
Ancient Greek theaters were very large, open-air structures that took advantage of sloping hillsides for their terraced seating. Because of drama's close connection with religion, theaters were often located in or near sanctuaries. The core of any Greek theater is the orchestra, the “dancing place” of the chorus and the chief performance space. Almost nothing remains from the fifth-century structure of the Theater of Dionysus in Athens, but later theaters suggest that the original orchestras were full circles.




Tiresias
In Greek Mythology, Tiresias was a blind poet famous for clairvoyance and for being transformed into a woman for seven years. He was the son of the shepherd Everes and the nymph Chariclo. Tiresias was a prophet of Apollo.




Fate
The Fates have the subtle but awesome power of deciding a man's destiny. They assign a man to good or evil. Their most obvious choice is choosing how long a man lives. There are three Fates. Clotho, the spinner, who spins the thread of life. Lachesis, the measurer, who chooses the lot in life one will have and measures off how long it is to be. Atropos, she who cannot be turned, who at death with her shears cuts the thread of life.The Fates are old and predate the gods. It is not entirely clear how far their power extends. It is possible that they determine the fate of the gods as well. In any case, not even the most powerful is willing to trifle with them.